P.S. I LOVE YOU

So I decided to return the Macbook. For a few reasons actually. A lot had to do with the fact that MAC just doesn't have a lot of the programs I like. It will eventually I know but I am not ready for it. I have sent in my laptop to get fixed, which I have been informed that it may be my motherboard....great. This would mean that theres no point in fixing it, therefore I would still need a new one. Ugh, great.

Ink & Iron was this weekend. Its a great event and I hope Josh, the boys and I can go next year. Its a 3 day event, lots of tattoo artists, bands and its all on the Queen Mary in Long Beach. It was so beautiful this weekend too.I almost choped off all my hair, but I woke up this morning and decided to try and keep going. I would REALLY like to make it till Josh gets home in December before doing anything crazy.

I've been working about 3 to 4 days a week lately. Its been nice to work, but come this fall I need to go back to doing school full time and work is going to have to be second on the list.

Trying to keep busy is the key for me these days. Somedays I find myself missing Josh so much it just hurts. Its hard not to be bitter and just want to hate on those who are with there husbands but I just keep telling myself...and this to shall pass.This time next year we will be together, driving each other crazy like old times.I just got a phone call from Josh tonight. When he calls me around 7:30pm its 5:30am the next day there.He works at 6am. So tonight I got to talk to him for like 5 minutes. Its good to at least hear his voice.

Matt is now 4 months old. Its going by way to fast. Hes in 6-9 month clothes, and size 2 shoes.Its insane. I love that hes so big though. I am trying to keep up with Jake these days. Hes always wanting to do something, especially be outside. The kid would live outside if he could.Thank goodness Kristy & Whit are home this summer to help.

Sitting here watching P.S. I Love You. Good god I love this movie.